Making sense of me wasting my time.

Wasting my time, as in, rotting.

YES. Ever since the last post I. Have. Been. Rotting. Ever. Since. The. Last. Post.

e____o i feel like going insane. Genuinely, insane. I don't Rot! I'm always around doing stuff and i always have things to do. Actually. I still do! but for some reason i don't feel like reading, drawing, writing, STUDYING or playing GE/Call Of Duty (got some new games the other day) FFFFFFFFF... ;A;

I'm gonna kurai if this keeps going.

Oh and add making a puffin plushie to the list-thing above.

ffff...

well... good news is. i finished watching House MD :D so yeah ohohohohhhh Amber you bytch <3

And Chase with a kangaroo! 8D how kiut is that? 8D ............ well he was drunk-and-at-a-bachelors-party-with-a-bunch-of-hookers.

e_____e

a kangaroo!!! 8D

so yeah back to going genuinely insane, okay writing, i managed to push myself to write another 1000 words or so for the past 2 days e____e so yeah you can call it progress. but i don't. Its not QUICK progress anyway.

Reading? I don't wanna talk about that.

Don't.

I feel like crying every time i'm reminded of that.

Drawing... well i've finished the pic i was working on (more or less) ( DEN FINALLY OBEYED :D ) but other that that, no improvement or any drawing frenzies of the sort. maybe... i should try drawing more than one chara on one page, i should practice drawing more interaction... and clothes... and weapons... and... more interaction (fighting scenes in particular e___o)

I miss drawing horses...

I should draw them more.

*sniff*

Hmmm studying? okay i got started but i space out after like 3 mins. So... not werking.

Don't get me wrong! I really wanna get started on add math and math and history (TEEHEE <3)

but... i can't seem to focus...

what else... nah i don't feel like ranting about anything else.

GE is going great btw (TWITCH)

Dad said i couldn't focuse because i had to many things to do. I can't focus.

I should pioritize.

....

i don't think i can bear doing that...

i 'm sure it's just a phase... it'll go away ... the part that I WANT TO TRY EVERYTHING :DDDD

I wanna take violin next year.